i don't know how i'm feeling
at this moment.

my heart feels empty,
no emotions.
nothing.

negative feelings?
possible.

lonely,
heart broken.
devastated.
drained.

contradicting eh?

your voice,
your tone,
it's different.

i couldn't differentiate
between the real you and you.
your words are so hard to decipher.

i feel like i'm on a
roller-coaster ride.
i love thrills,
i enjoy them very much.
but this ride doesn't seem to stop,
it has over shot it's limits,
now there's no turning back.

tell me if i'm able to breathe again?
tell me if i'm able to live again?
tell me if i'm able to be happy again?

i love you,
i've always have.
but why do tears play
such a big part in my life now?
why do i have to hide form
the master of loneliness
when he grabs all of my
strength to resist falling?

the pit's deep,
i'm falling hard,
time and time again.
why can't you see?

* the very heart you broke.