i'm typing this entry today.
i think it's important.

i feel that in this world,
life can be so unfair.
why some ppl just have it all?
whereas others don't even have anything?

would anyone actually understand,
the pain,
the sorrow,
the happiness,
the laughter,
and every emotion,
that makes the whole being?

no one knows,
what will happen now,
or in the future?

i just know that,
i wanna pursue my own life.
don't wanna be bounded,
by misery,
fear,
or even captivity.

ever since young,
i've been a naive child,
someone who
hasn't seen much of the world.
for i was never exposed to any setbacks.
i live in a very closed environment,
where everyone is so nice,
comfortable to be with
and most of all no worries.

but as i grew older,
i realise,
i face many probs in all areas,
coz no matter how nice u are,
ppl will still doubt you.
i've never been so sure,
i'm not under any influence.
but i've decided to adapt,
to the real world,
where almost everyone puts on a mask.
being naive isn't the right way.
we've got to think,
act and also
bear the consequences,
in everything we do.

i've never asked anything much,
ever since i was young.
now that i made this decision.
will anyone support me?
i don't know.
i just hope at least someone does.

* i wanna be free. let me go please?