18.02.2005

how should i put it?
the worst hit tragedy?
prolly u can imagine.

what happened,
has definitely brought me to a better understanding.
of how life really is?

until now,
i still feel guilty.
my baby..
i don't know if what he did was right..
but i couldn't help,
but really think..
that he REALLY does love me alot.

i was the main causer of the problem.
but no matter if i was right or wrong.
my baby was still on my side.
he stood up fer me.
i'm lost fer words.
i'm really touched.

- baby, i don't want to see you sad.
- i know it hurts.
- i know your heart's bleeding,
- but i promise you,
- that i'll always be there fer you.
- to love and support you.
- we'll go thru everything together alrite?
- thank you baby. really.
- i'll not know what my life would be without you.
- Ja gifs baby a big tight hug and a kiss.
- you'll always be my number one. =)

* your own blood kin or you life partner?