Of late, I've been too pre-occupied with many stuffs, be it spending time with my friends, school, work or any self-improvement course like my hip hop I class.

I suppose the thought of turning 25 in nearly 2 month's time is giving me the jitters and edging me to push myself further, testing my own abilities and limits. Just a question, is this what a quarter life crisis is all about? Haha.

There has been problems in my relationship with my bay. Guess it's really a lack of communication, I've got to admit I'm not spending enough time with him and it's natural for him to feel this way. I will not deny that I'm not a good girlfriend anymore. As much as I would like to include him and do things with him, there are many a times that our interests and thoughts clash, which eventually leads to frustration and squabbles.

Tough to avoid them, but easy to ignite them. I just hope that no matter what, he knows I care. True, I get frustrated not being able to talk to him without any intention of quarrel or even getting him to understand.
As much as he thinks I don't care and bother, I feel the same way too. Getting through to him seems like a maze to me now, it isn't his fault, this I know.

It's my negligence that has lead to his inferiority of this relationship and the significance of his existence in my life. I want things to work out better for us and I hope we pull through this cause if all else fails, I'll be at wits end. I see us together in the future. I don't want fatigue to be the downfall of our relationship.

Finally got it off my chest, I feel better now. :)

Good night peeps! Till I blog again. <3