I've come to realise that I have abandoned reading for a VERY long time.
I used to LOVE reading about everything and anything and that explained my
versatility in the English Language. I have always been proud of the standard of
English I spoke and wrote. It was and still is my greatest joy in life.

As I read people's blogs, the newspapers, articles and books,
I have found my hidden passion for words and language itself.
This may sound silly, but I have thought of being a writer or an author.
Having my own book published and letting the world in on my life could
be the destination of my dreams.

I'm a very easy person to please, easily contented with the little things in life
and definitely appreciative of nature and humans in their own special way.
Pictures paints a thousand words, as the common saying goes.
However, words could make or break a person.
The emotion and feelings engraved in each word that is displayed,
fills the heart with various indications of life's journey.
Powerful tools for humans to express their thoughts, intentions
and explanations.

I know that in this very small city of Singapore, every single one of my
friends or acquaintances are facing with problems of their own.
Some choose to bury their emotions, while others choose
to turn to addictions. The society has evolved into a stressful and yet
greedy community. Be it love, hate or in-between, people are bound to
fall into the trap of the devil.

Humans were not born perfect.
We carry the sins of our forefathers, but God never gave up on us.
Instead, he gave every one of us countless chances to atone for the mistakes
that we made. Forgiving and loving is he. :)
I could never imagine a life without religion, love and peace.

Just turned 24 a couple of days ago and I know I'm not getting any younger.
Many incidents that have happened in my life has either scarred me or embraced me with love.
I would not say I've been through a lot. All I can say is that I've been through enough to
know how to defend myself.

During the cycle of my life, I've met a couple of people who made or who could have made
an impact in my life.

1. The first ex-girlfriend of mine. Wonder how she is doing now. Hope she's fine.
Felt like I really let her down. The past is the past isn't it? She's one person worth remembering. :)

2. The oldest ex girlfriend of mine. Her age defines the peak of a woman, although sweet at that
point of time, I definitely know she's not someone I can count on. Not trustworthy.

3. The secondary school love of mine. I've always loved her, I wanted to continue loving her,
but being with her for nearly a year, I died almost everyday of suffocation and over-possessiveness.
Worse, she shattered my image of her with 7 SLAPS and she claims she loves me. GOSH!

4. The one worth mentioning is my current and most wonderful husband of mine. Been with this
really great girlfriend of mine for 7 years 5 months and 1 day now. We've been through so much
together and I really love her a lot. My life will be with her from now on. :)

Going through my life with these few individuals have molded me into a better person I would
say. Not someone who got easily bullied like before. I feel it's a better change. I cannot forever
remain as the innocent Ja can I? :)

* My inspiration from the premit.