Wondered why my posts are always that sad?
Why my nick is always that emotional?

I wished I didn't feel that way.
It's alot on my mind, body and heart.

Emotional.
Mental.
Physical.

Damage done a million times.

All I ask for is someone to open their
door to me,
as it feels and as the world spins,
everyone gives me the cold shoulders,
I'm condemned for everything I've done
and did not do.

I don't wanna feel cold,
I don't wanna be lonely.

Where's my solace?
Keep me company,
even if it's my own shadow,
I'm comforted.

* Would you stay and never let me go?