Just all of a sudden,
my heart feels pierced,
tiny pieces of glass pentrating through
that fragile heart of mine.

It's now that I realise,
choices are opened for me,
but I chose to be blinded.

I haven't been able to pick myself up
recently, I don't know if it's a weakness,
but I can feel myself dropping dead.
I can sense my collapse.
My breakdown, it's nearing.
Just like death, you can never run away from it.

Red one, Red one.
How much I wish to tell you that you mean
so much to me. Among all, you've been
my greatest confidante, the one I've always
entrusted all my problems and tears too.
I know I've probably hurt you pretty bad,
I just wanna apologise, I just hope you
won't doubt me, coz I didn't lie, I really did
go to work. Don't leave alrite?
I just hope you can see this post,
it's been so long since I blogged,
but i just want you to know that I care
and I do treaure you alot,
I love you so much like a super close friend
and brother.
Talk to me, will you?
I just don't know what to do anymore..

Beaver.. It's pretty sad at times,
to think that you've faced everything
and took things in stride.
I'm suppose to feel happy for you,
but I'm kinda down.
Maybe coz I'm just lost these few days.
Energy's just so drained.
You are someone really close to me
and I've never regretted knowing you and
finding you back.
You're just so sweet and thanks for everything.
*huggies*


You know bloggie,
I'm really lost as to what's going on.
I'm really lost...

My loves, have I abandoned them?

I feel I can't meet expectations anymore.
I need to sleep.
Sleep and try to not wake up.

Tired.

* MY tears, are they enough to trade for my special ones?