I didn't know why.
But it happened.

Once again,
i dreamt about you.
It was so unexpected.
So uncalled for.

Was that fate trying to drop me a hint?
It's not often that i dream,
not often that i'll have you as part of it.

When it happens,
my heart starts to skip a beat.
I always dreamt about the same scenario,
although they're in different places.

The thought, the feeling within that very dream
was so real.
Even i could not explain what was going on.

What was really vivid,
was the warmth i felt when you held me close to you,
when you hugged me
and made me feel i was the only one. (Only in my dreams)

Foolish you say, it's been almost 3 years already.
I thought i've forgotten you completely.

What surprises me was this.
I didn't realise it, till now.
That you were kept safely in a precious place,
the very root of my heart.

I may be over you, but you've not be forgotten.
Thanks again, for everything in the past.
It may only be for a short while.

But it was all worth the effort,
when i waited for you for 4 years,
just for the short span of less than 3weeks being together.

You've moved on,
i have too.
May you always be happy.

For now, i am. =)

I just hope to keep you deep within my heart,
and i hope after today,
you would not appear in my dreams anymore.
Because i don't want to be reminded of the past.

I just want my present life to carry on,
with a smile on my face
and the person whom i love.

Do give me all your best wishes.
I think i need it.

4 years of waiting,
and my present nearly 4 years of ongoing relationship.
It's very different i must admit.

That doesn't mean i can't pull through it rite?
-smiles-

` You only exist in my dreams.
` But nonetheless,
` i was inspired by my love for you,
` that's why i am here today.
`Facing the ups and downs of my present life.

* My love = Chris. =)