haha. my brain cells are cracking.
there's just so much to say,
so much to blog.
when i really get all my facts clear,
then i'll start ranting on them again.

but for now,
i just wanna tell everyone,
that it's really a very nice,
joyful,
pleasant
and exciting experience
to baby sit.

haha, sense of satisfaction
and comfort.
the best part was when
the baby called me "mummy" =)
i just love kids.
i simply do.

now it makes me really wanna carry
out my one and only wish
ever since secondary school.

i wanna have a kid NOW.
i wanna be a mum,
i wanna love my kids.

weird but true.

anyone wants to rape me? lol.

i think i shouldn't have asked.
but most importantly,
i want a baby,
that looks like my baby and me.

our very own child.
that would be really wonderful.
*wishing**hoping*

i miss my red one.
i miss my baby the most.

- a miracle will happen for us baby. i love you. -