A poem i wrote.
it's dedicated to you.
i don't know,
if you'd read my blog.

i don't know how to face you now.
i'm so torn,
so broken,
so fragile.

i'm speaking to you thru this poem of mine,
hopefully you'd understand,
one day,
someday,
somehow.


wish i could stand in the rain
and wash away my pain.
you never saw,
the miserable me.
i tried to reach out,
but somehow i was left with doubts.


how can a love so strong,turn all so wrong?
was i naive,to believe,
that no matter what happens,
i'll have you here with me?


i'm all alone once again,
hopes dashed,
heart broken,
i become a living dead.


Realising that a lost love,will never be the same.
For now,
i'll just leave this world,
back into hell.


Somehow i wanna meet heaven,
but you're not there,
to lift me up anymore.


I may not have you with me anymore,
maybe your heart doesn't beat with mine anymore,
maybe we've gone our seperate ways,
maybe our lives have changed,
but one thing's for sure,
memories are what we have that no one can take from us.


I used to have the sun to brighten up my days,
the moon to light up my nights,
the stars to comfort me
and the clouds to embrace me.
But now that i've lost you,i lost my entire universe.


Earth isn't where i'm suppose to be,
neither is heaven.
Hell's where suffering begins,
that's where i should be.


Leave me now,
i won't blame you.
It's all part of love,
i shall not persist.


you've been great,
you've been wonderful,
you were the best
and will always be my one and only.


i love you.


*I've thought about it, have you? imissyousomuch.