//just when i tot everything would b alrite..
things turn out to be a mess..
my life..
wat has it become?
myself..hu haf i changed to?
do i actually noe myself? or haf i even forgotten abt me?
now..i haf this veri strange n weird feeling..
i dunno why..mayb u could say tt i'm sensitive..
but...
i feel sumthing baby...
i feel that u dun love me as much anymore..
i feel neglected baby..
all i need is someone to comfort me..
to love me as much as i love someone..
ttz all i'm asking for..i'm not asking for much dearie..
i knew that things would turn out different..
but i did try my best to gif u all..
to love you,care for you,dote on you n understand wat ya goin thru..
but u think tt i keep inflicting burdens on u..
izn't this wat a couple should share?
burdens..troubles..and pains?
baby..ya noe i'm willing to go thru this path wif u..
but sumhow..sumtyms..i feel that u're not in it wif me at all...
baby..i can't fight it alone..i need u to fight wif me..
i hope u remembered the love we haf..
it was sooo strong..u said no one could break us up..
n i kept perservering..
but u seem to think things in a different way..
baby...y am i feeling like tt?
why? can ya tell me...
i'm so confused...
i dun wan to haf wild tots running thru my head..
i love you baby..n tt will stay as it is..
i only believe that u love me..
rite?? u dun haf anyone else in ur mind rite??
tell me tt i'm right..
for if i'm not..u can just shoot me..
n make me die a faster death..
for i can take the pain no longer..
baby..i'm crushed...
help me.........//


- thanx alot for tokin to me yst..
it did help me..
it made me feel much better..
i really appreciate it..
i dunno why..
but u seem to understand me soo well..
y must it be you?
a great friend u are..n will always be...
stay happy always..cheers..-