sorry is all i can say...

amanda >> i guess u must b really disappointed in me..
felt tt i changed alot..
drifting away...
u must haf thought i've forgotten about u..
but no..i haven..i din..i never did..
i noe i haven grown much..
never wanting to heed ur advice..
i'm sorry..i'm caught up in such a mess..
i can't get out of it so easily..
it's hard..
i hope u understand tt i'm trying..
taking baby steps to improve myself..
n be the ja that u've always known..
i hope tt u'll always remember me n take me as ur good friend..
coz u'll always be mine..
i really treasure our friendship alot..

vick >> i noe u must b disappointed in me too..
must haf given up on me..
must haf tot tt i changed alot too..
i'm aware that i did..
n i'm trying my utmost best to improve myself..
to change for the better..
i did heed ur advice..
n i thank you for being there...
for sharing my sorrows wif me..
i'm sorry for neglecting all of you..
i hope u wun turn ur back on me...
i hope to maintain our beautiful friendship..
i've never forgotten about you..
i'll always remember you my friend..
friends forever...

Z.y >> my one and only jie..
huz ever so supportive of me..
encouraging me n advicing me..
never giving up on me..
always teach me the rite way to b a person..
to be back hu i was..
thanx a million jie...
i really dunno how to thank you..
u've taken so much effort to care for me..
to be bothered wif me..
at least i noe my presence is felt..
i feel guilty for letting u worry always..
i'm sorry..
i'm trying veri hard now to be a strong person...
u noe i treasure our sisterhood..
u r indeed a true friend..
helping me understand the way of life..
sisters forever..
friends for life..
huggies---

thanx peeps..i really appreciate it...these are my heart felt words..

- ja is truly sorry for everything that has happened -

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