alex : i'm sorry...
i noe you like me..budden i still haf chris in my heart..
i can't bring myself to like you..
i love chris more than any other..
it'll b better if we just stay as friends yea?
i dun wanna lead you on..
my heart belongs to chris..
hamster told me to gif it a try..
gif you a chance..
but i can't..i really can't..
but still..
i haf to thank you for all those sweet stuffs tt u did for me..


chris : you noe you're still as important as ever in my heart..
even though we've broken up..
you're still the one i love the most..
and will not stop loving..
i noe what you must be thinking..
that i went out with alex today..
n so i must haf feelings for him..
but i can tell you..i haf none towards him..
when i was with him..
all i could think of was you..
missing you and wondering what u were doing..
he's just a normal friend to me..
i just want to re-assure you again..
that i love you alot..
n i would not gif u up for him..
i'll still b waiting for your return..
i'll wait no matter how long it takes...
and during this time..
i'll make myself a better person..
so when ya return..
i'll be able to b a better girlfriend..
to dote on you..love you and care for you...
many people mite come into my life..
n haf feelings for me...
but i can gurantee you tt i'll fall for no other..
except you..
i'm not lying to myself or tryin to hide from my true emotions..
i love you and tt will stay as it is..
i hope that you'll be able to understand...
what i've typed and how i truly feel towards you..
do not doubt what i've just typed..
coz these are words from my heart...


- ja wants to b wif chris for life -