it's not that easy...
it's not that hard..
but afta all..
it all boils dwn 2 me..

i noe i haf 2 do the right stuffs..
but itz juz tt sumtyms..
obstacles come n i haf 2 face it..
or if that her is 2 nice 2 me..
i'll juz fall in2 it agn..
everytym i try n try n try...
2 b str8..it all ends up in vain..

i'm a bi..
but sumtyms i think i'm a total les..
but wat can i do?
i also wanna b like other gals..
2 like a guy..fall deeply in love wif him..
n den mayb juz go *gaga* ova him..
i've tried..but i guess i juz haf a psychological prob..


anyway..Chris..gif me tym..
i need 2 sort out my thoughts..
but thanx 4 being so nice 2 me..
i'm not sure..mayb i haf feelins 4 you..mayb not..
i hope i cld gif us a chance..
but wateva it is..u've got 2 be happy..
frenz 4eva~

Marcus..here's a lil msg 4 ya..
i noe u've been readin my blog pretty often...
yea..n so..
juz wanna say thanx 4 takin tym 2 do so..
thanx 4 being understanding n caring..
u're like a big brother 2 me..
n i respect you..
it's hard 2 find guys hu r ok wif bi's or les..*haha*
but yea..afta all...u're the one n only marcus rite?
*hehe* okok..thanx a million...i appreciate ur help..
i'll try 2 sort out my tots in a mature way yea? *winkz*