the 1st day of school 2day..
feels so different..no more sec 4E's n 5N's peeps..
miss them loads..alot of things r changing..
2day was not such a bad day..it was ok..
went seoul garden 2 eat wif Shan2,Liyi,christina,cuifen.yiling,weiye,mich lok,hong han,jolene n Maggie..
so long nia see my classmates..glad i was back in school..miss them all..juz love seeing them agn..
ltr..i went home wif Shan2..coz can't go home late..
anywayz..juz finished moi homework..so i'm here blogging b4 my parents return..
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i miss you terribly 2day..and especially 2day..
i dunno watz wrong wif me..but the moment ur name got mentioned 2 me agn..
my heart began 2 cry bitterly n sorrowfully like it used 2..
not bcoz of the hurt..but bcoz of the pain tt i endured missing you all this while..
i made up my mind this year..2 stop thinking abt you..
but i juz can't..wat am i suppose 2 do?
i guess i noe...
kill my heart...n let it die..
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I'LL Take The TearS
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Don't speak
Seal your lips.
Please don't say a word
Maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard
I see that you're in love
I know it's not with me.
But I don't want the truth to haunt my memory.
It's never too late to relight the fire
It's never stopped burning for me.
The flame, it never died inside of me
How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late.
What can I do?
The love that we had is torn in two.
So you take the smiles from all of our years
I'll take the tears
I sit and reminisce of times that we once shared.
You gave me more than love
But never thought I cared.
My feelings were all for you.
Although it didn't show.
I only told you on the day you let me to go
It's never too late to relight the fire
It's never stopped burning for me.
The flame, it never died inside of me
Now I realize that you're no longer mine.
But I'm hoping that the pain will ease in time.
Although you're leaving, I won't say goodbye.
Because I know you're here with me inside.