A brand  new year of the Tiger has brought about brand new changes.
Changes I least expect yet it happens.

Across the years, people come and go in my life.
Nevertheless, leaving memories  I still hold dear to.
In the course of my life, I've made new friends, lost old ones and have
some as my foes as well.

I cannot stop anything that will happen, but I do hope that with every new year
that passes, I'll be able to fulfill my duty as a grand-daughter, as a daughter, as a sister,
as a friend, a lover and as an employee to my utmost abilities.

It is never easy to keep meeting people's expectations and learning from mistakes
along the way. Life has never been an easy route for anyone. Different people with
different courses in life. That is what makes life so interesting.

The bits and pieces of laughters, tears and anger molds the human heart, leaving
it vulnerable yet displaying the wonders of defense.

I lost Cathy and Mel as close friends, the Libidos have split up.
I never thought i would have to say this one day, but I wish the both of
them the best of luck. I know I have not been a good friend, forsaking the
times when they really needed me and oblivious to the fact that the distance
was growing. It has come to a point whereby conversations with them seemed
strange, like the very first day we met. The feeling of losing 2 important people in your life
is indescribable Like your heart's been ripped apart. Will there ever be a chance whereby
the Libidos will be whole again?

Bay and I have been quarreling, squabbling and misunderstanding each other.
Our r/s has lasted for 7 years, with the in-betweens that set us apart.
No matter how much we've hurt each other, no matter how much we hurt ourselves,
we still went back to each other. I believe we always had each other in our hearts,
that's why we never let any setbacks bring us down. At times, all these tire us out and
we feel like giving up. We search our souls, are we really willing to leave just like that?
Questions and answers are endless, but we try our best to maintain the love and commitment.

No resolutions for this year. For the past years, resolutions were just ways to escape from
admitting the absence of our minds. I would look forward to making full use of this year to
learn and explore the possibilities of the people and the world. I want to do the things I've
procrastinated for a long time. I want to prove my capabilities and do myself proud.

I will not fear the future,
I will not take the present for granted,
for the past has been filled with scars and wounds of mistakes.

* To be a better person, you have to start cultivating your inner self. :)