Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Honestly, I'm pretty sick and tired of the same old crappy stuffs happening at work.
It irks me and I completely dread turning up for work.

No motivation, no morale, even the job scope itself is lacking in inspiration
for me to carry on.

My manager is just one tough insane nut.
It brings him great joy in just scolding, yelling and being sarcastic to me.
Like a daily dose of medication, I'm intoxicated.
I can hardly breathe now and I fear going to work.

The smell of the room when I step into the office brings out
an awful stench of gritty teeth and rusty chains.

The words that comes out from his mouth are never good.
Nothing is ever good enough for him.
Today was pretty much the last straw.
I've had enough of his nonsense and crazy threats.

I'm moving on. I'm going on a job search now.
If I manage to land a job, I'd go for it.
If he were to ever ruin my life or future, I'll make sure he'll pay double.

I'm not an idiot, retard or even an arrogant bitch.
I am who I am.
I respect you for who you are, so I hope you give me the basic respect.

As for my other colleague, I have no comments.
Thanks for waking me up.
If it wasn't for you, I would have still stupidly trust people.
I've learnt not to trust and it starts from today/

Naive me.
-shakes head-

As much as I try,
I'm never appreciated.
I thank you for pulling me into the company,
but that's about it.
Sorry for the lies and all.
Maybe it was just a cruel act on the part of fate.

Going to talk to the folks tonight,
hopefully they'd understand and that all goes well.
*peace

* I need a better life, I'm improving. Let me excel.