i've done alot,
by just sitting down and thinking
over matters of the heart.

sometimes,
there are many things beyond our control.
we can't always have things
our way.

you know it's not right to hurt
someone,
you know it's not right to leave him like
that,
you know he doesn't deserve such treatments.

and then you realise,
that you're SELFISH.

in this life i made many mistakes.

i made a big mistake
to have hurt you in so many ways.

i didn't mean it.
you know that.

my love for him overpowers everything.

even if i were to do anything,
i can't.

he means the world to me,
i hope you understand.

i don't wish to forsake what we had
and our friendship.
but i'm left with no choice.

we decided on going our seperate ways,
now tell me,
if you'd be happy?

you question if i bother?
i still do care.

- as for you my dear,
i've put everything down,
just for you,
do you appreciate me?
like you always did?

* i chose you ; now tell me if i'm you choice?