i feel lousy.
why?
i don't know.

i really want to get back with you.
can't you see?
i'm willing to try.
i'm willing to do anything,
because i know,
you and i still love each other deeply.

i know you're afraid,
that history will repeat itself,
i can't gurantee anything,
but i'm not going to make the same mistake twice.

let me be the one once again.
i know things will never be the same,
but haven't you hurt me before as well?
i put everything behind me,
coz i know, this will not affect us,
why can't you do it?

i didn't commit my mistake to spike you,
or for retribution,
you know i'm not like that.
i'm not that kind of girl.


* save me.