From the very bottom of my heart,
i wonder..
how my heart managed to survive,
all these emotional turmoils?

Through this journey of mine,
i realised that in life,
without love, one is nothing.

today, at this current moment,
i should say that i'm really blessed.
i have two people who loves me,
who is willing to protect me and care for me.

but unfortunately,
i only love one of them.
the one i love,
is the one who took my heart away,
the one whom i gave my entire love to
at the age of 17.
i'm not able to love anyone else
as much as i love him already.
i can never bring myself to love two people at the same time.

in love, everyone will get hurt.
there will be times when life seems meaningless,
but what can we do?

i still do love you as much as before,
trust me on this.
when i say i miss you,
i really mean it.
i know that there has been lots of misunderstandings
between us,
but i'm glad that all has been cleared.
knowing that i'm able to hear your voice,
is good enough for me.
i wished the past would be revived.
i wished we still had a chance again.
at this point of time,
i cannot expect much,
but i just hope our love
can pull us through this BIG TOUGH obstacle.

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i feel bad and upset,
just seeing you hurt.
i don't wanna prolong your pain.
it's not fair to you.
we were meant to meet,
be friends and get close
but not meant to be together.
brace up
and i'm sure there will be
a better other half for you out there.

i know i sound cruel,
but sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind. =)
i'll always remember and never forget you.
coz u stepped into my life once
and made me really happy. =)


* Waiting for a miracle to happen. can i hug you? [71117]