was there a need?
was there a need to say all those words?

was it something i missed out?
something i didn't get?

our conversation went quite well.
but why is there tension in it?

why does her name appear?
if i wasn't perfect,
would you go fer her?

i don't understand,
why you have to
put me thru these
emotional rides?
it hurt,
those words were deep.
they've been carved in my heart.

i cried.
i'm really disappointed.
don't i have
the privellege
to be treated better?

* sumtyms, i feel that i don't really know you already.