my day..
how did it go?
you ask??

|| Dear..i feel that you love me,
but why is life doin this to us?
i dunno..
i'm just so caught up in my emotions.
apologies fer my sensitivity.
i love you..
n i've been missing you sooo much..
i noe tt u're truthful..
but y is it that it happens occassionally..
a feeling that i myself can't explain..
it makes me feel upset...
or is it just me?
i can't afford to lose you..
i guess i'm so much more afraid of losing you..
than you are of losing me..
i'm putting in all the effort i can baby,
n i can see tt u're trying..
but i need to feel our passion once more...
just love me more everyday...
would you? ||

// towards you,
my feelings haf definitely faded..
we're just friends now..
n i hope tt we can be frenz forever..
coz i wanna stand by u,
when u need someone..
just as a friend..
a very good friend..
my feelings fer u has totally faded..
you noe..i loved you once soo much..
but it's all over now..
n i really hope that i wun end up the same way,
for my this relationship..
dumped and left forsaken..
i've found my happiness...
i really have..
you don't have to worry abt me.. :)
but u've left singapore..
and as a friend,u din even tell me..
i haf to read your blog..
anyway..just want u to take care..
wherever you are..
farewell jac.. //

- ja's left here......just basically loving chris 24.7...
she'll do this till she's gone one day...some day... -