Thursday, May 06, 2004

i'm caught up in a dilemma,
you wanna noe the truth?
actually i've been feeling alot..
baby,i feel that you don't love me anymore..
i feel that i'm not the only one in ur heart anymore..
i feel that we've drifted..
you never listen to what i advise you..
you never had the time for me..
everytym i call u n hear ur voice..
u seem so happy wif them..
what can i say baby?
i don't wanna see u sad..
i wanna see u happy..
but i feel the ache in my heart..
leavin me wondering..
what did i do to make u turn out like that?
i feel that i did my best...
be it as ur girlfriend,ur friend,ur consoler,ur comforter..
i did all i could baby...
i just wished that u were there whenever i needed u..
yes..i'm dependent on u..
yes..i can b a burden..
but baby..haf u ever thought?
a couple should share all burdens together..
i carried urz into my hands..
n i never once complained..
sumtyms..it leaves me wonderin..
afta doin so much..
is it worth it?
will u appreciate it?
or will u just take me for granted?
i've never doubt ur love for me..
i trust you alot...
but y..that i'm hearing things that i dun want to..
so tell me now and tell me true...
" do u still love me? "
that's all i wanna hear..
this ans of urz can ans all my questions..
and the only answer...
that would b the final verdict of our relationship and future..
whether we should carry on...
or just give it up...
baby..don't blame me for being harsh or rash..
just put urself in my position and think..
if u were me..would u haf done the same?
would u haf still hung on..
thinking tt things will turn out just fine...
or..just gif it up..
coz u felt that i din love you anymore?
you can say i haf changed once i come to this decision..
but i'll tell you something..
i did change..but it was for the better...
just coz i realised i had to b stronger...
i've never betrayed u before..
never done anything bad behind you..'i was truly faithful to you...
i miss you baby..
i love you baby..
these two actions and feelings will remain where they are...
as strong as ever..as faithful as ever...
because you are the one for me..

[[ i'll always love you no matter what happens ]]