Saturday, January 03, 2004

today's the day my dear..
the very first day we met...
at a very unusual and not ordinary place..
the bowling alley..at pasir ris downtown east..

i can remember vividly how we met..
it was an extraordinary situation..
i was stirring a cup of Milo for my fren huz sick..
ya came with my fren's stead n others..
you were rather sacarstic towards my fren..
made me think ya were such a sacarstic brat..
fancy making such remarks even when a person was sick..

my impression of ya was never good..
but you were rather friendly n socialble with my other frenz n i..
teaching us how to bowl properly..
laming n crapping about..
but there were no special feelings towards ya..
i din haf them at all..
i din like you more than a fren..
coz at that point of time..
i still only loved 91..

you din really haf any impression of me too..
coz i was not one of those girls whom you mite b looking for..
i was just lame n crappy at that point of time..
entertaining my frenz n the rest of ya..
i'm just an ordinary girl...
to my surprise..ya had a lil crush on my other fren..
haha..i was so glad for her...
but..it was only a small crush..
n she din haf feelings for ya too..

so you decided to give up..
n my fren hu was sick recommended me to you..
telling u good stuffs about me..
n thereafter..
u started to develop feelings for me..
but i was still waiting for 91..
i remembered msgin my sick fren n asking abt ya details..
coz my other fren liked you..
so i was just tryin to help her..
but u msged back n ask me to msg ur hp instead..
n so we started msgin..
thru the nite and on other days..
u told me ur feelings were gettin stronger..
but i told ya i needed time..
i din wanna lead u on or anything..
but after all the small lil things u did for me..
i was really touched..
i'm so glad...
n i knew i was ready..
to get into a relationship with you..
thanx so much for everything..

it's been really great to haf met you...
to be able to feel loved again...
to receive those sweet msgs every morning,afternoon n nite..
ya never fail to brigthen up my day..
n bcoz u said u were willing to wait for me..
i was even more glad..
how can a person wait for one so long?
it takes alot of courage to do that..
so i decided to let my heart flow..
to start developing feelings for ya...

n this was how it all started..
this very day...
a special n memorable day..
one day i'll never forget...
coz this is when everything started..
our wonderful journey began from this very day..

i love you my dear..
i know you love me too...
you'll always be my special one..
- muackz -