i dunno
i feel the need to break free..
i'm feelin the pressure...
mom and dad..
mayb u din noe..
mayb u neva knew..

the care and love ya gif me..
adds on to the pressures in my life..
i juz feel this way..

y can't ya juz let me go out?
juz this once..
i dun wanna say much..
i told ya i'll study..
means i will..
coz i dun wanna let ya all down..
my frenz..my dear..n everyone..

itz juz tt sumtyms it seems..
tt itz hard for me to handle..
did ya ever notice..
i neva told ya my probz b4..
coz i noe u wun understand at all...

i just wish..
tt this once..
u'll b able to apsre a thought for me..
thanx..


dear..
at this point of time..
i really need you..
i'm sorry..
i can't make it on the 15th..
i tried askin my dad..
he juz wun let me go..
i juz hope..
u'll b by my side..
to help me..and comfort me all the way..
i juz need ya presence..
coz ttz good enuff..

if only...........

- ja is caught in a daze -